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        keonyama96  31, Female, Kansas, USA - 191 entries
    15
    May 2011
    7:19 PM
       

    New phone a sprint replish 3days old 2day
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        lyubomirb  36, Male, Florida, USA - 44 entries
    14
    May 2011
    10:04 PM CST
       

    pill

    It took me away from this world and farther from reality.�I could�turn it all off and not feel the trashery. It began with one, and then the next one never stopped. Everytime�I was where�I wanted to be. In a dream where I was something else. Where I was not betrayed and envied.
    I could not go back to how it used to be. Restless and sleepless nights. Headaches and strong feeling of anger. No mattered what it cost�and what was at stake, it was my only way out. The only thing that could have helped me and give me more time. The time was to be here. You see, I didn't want to be here, nor did I want to be anywhere. So, I found a way to cross to the other side. To walk away from the stress. At least my mind does.
    I took a pill and now I am begging to feel my body relax, my hands are gelling lighter and heavier at the same time, My keeps moving side to side. It is a matter of time before I lay down and cross to the other side.�I shall go now and maybe you will be there with me. This is my greatest addiction.
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        charlax  71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
    14
    May 2011
    10:03 AM
       

    ici

    A Secret Love A Secret Love A Secret Love I would rather be her secret love Than make a movie in the porn o graph To lay with Chinese women in the dark If eye could love them one by one And take turns kissing all of them I would rather be her secret love The substance of her dreams The sure and certain love of her secret heart The love to be kept secret in her dark The love she always needs. I would rather be the secret love of ewe.
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        SuperGirlCaty  31, Female, Illinois, USA - First entry!
    12
    May 2011
    8:44 PM CST
       

    Confused :S

    Maybe I'm just seeing things .. I don't know... Long story short then i'll say whats up...

    Last Year June 3rd , we foiund outmy stepfather had cheated on my mother with 7 hookers =[ , it was a hard time.. I'm sure u can imagine :.
    I still feel the pain that I did then , it's been almost a year , I know he's truely sorry for hurtting her , and us. Everyone has forgiven him but I can't I jsut can't .. Is there something wrong with me?


    �����������������It's 8:36pm at the moment .( 5/12/2011)
    My dad's brother has come to stay with us until he gets back on his feet .. .Dad had a feel jealousy problems ... But
    I noticed something odd today .. My mum is flirting with him!?!?! My mum and i are very very close , so i can read her like a book :( , I mean yeah she went through alot with dad , but she choosed to stay with dad and not break the family.She says she still loves him but not like she use to she loves him but shes not in love with him ( hey that makes since to me ) ... But Daniel ( uncle thats stayign with u s ) just got out of a realtionship , and is readyto get back in one , and is REALLU lonely and just looking for a good time ( in my opinion )...

    about an hour ago , my mum grabbed her lingerie , * not the pjs u sleep in , full blown take it off when we have sex etc..*

    She didn't realise i was behind her in fact she didn't realise anyone was around but daniel ... She took it up to her chest like to show him what it was , and gave him a flirty look ...
    He likes my mother to...

    Am i just seeing things =[ im soo confused ... It hurt me and it still hurts me what dad did to my mum because im close to her...
    But TWO WRONGS DON'T MAKE A RIGHT ... Right?

    If she did that to him ... :/ I don't know what i'd doo , i think i'd pack a bag and i'd leave...

    My dad use to be my hero , i wanted thier marriage , they were soo in love ,, well so i thought... She was in loveeee with Dad ,she said she truely belioeved he was her soulmate .. That it was fate .. .
    but after what he did things havnt been the same ...Her eyes done sparkle anymore like the use to...


    But blah ill have to repost more about my family and what happened around the time .. and More about Daniel and why he is here...

    xoxox until later =]
    Catherine <3
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        Yhm  42, Female, China - 21 entries
    12
    May 2011
    7:36 AM CST
       

    True Faith

    The advantage of having faith in God is that...no matter how big problems are, we are not shaken and we are not scared. We don't even consider it a problem, rather, a boulder that will escalate us to the upper level of blessing. Thanks be to God always.
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        Yhm  42, Female, China - 21 entries
    12
    May 2011
    7:34 AM CST
       

    Truth Hurts

    SORRY is a word uttered only by brave people.

    They are the those that are not coward to to admit their mistakeS and are not easily defeated by pride.

    Are you BRAVE?
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        opinionated  32, Female, United Kingdom - 41 entries
    10
    May 2011
    6:10 PM AST
       

    Things for working

    ~ 1-3 fruit smoothies (strawberry-pear)
    ~ Debussy, Dvorak, Mahler, Holst, and Tchaikovsky
    ~ A cup of coffee
    ~ Wall against which to hit head
    ~ A sudoku book for breaks
    ~ NO internet connection.

    Aaaaaaaaaand we're off!
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        Racquelc6  47, Female, New York, USA - 28 entries
    09
    May 2011
    11:48 AM
       

    Confused emotions!

    Soon I will be able to ttc again. I hope that it takes and sticks this time. You know, having this ordeal last 10 weeks was tough. But what has been suprisingly hard is now that it's over, the feelings that I keep having. I felt guilty because I was relieved that this long-drawn-out ordeal was finally over with. What kind of mother am I that I am relieved that the pregnancy is over? Then I felt guilty the first time someone asked me about the pregnancy and I answered without feeling that sharp pain in my chest. How can I not still feel pain over the loss of my child? What is wrong with me? And now to feel guilty for wanting to try again. For being excited about it. For giving myself the chance to love another child. This I will say, I will NEVER forget the child I lost. NEVER!!!
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        vmath2220  67, Male, New York, USA - 87 entries
    08
    May 2011
    6:35 AM
       

    :)
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        Guoxiaosi88888888  29, Female, China - 494 entries
    04
    May 2011
    2:10 PM EST
       

    dream log 9

    May 4, 2011 5:30am
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    Had a drive that was on a vacation �island thingy first with the dance group and having fun...sorta. Also while I was out with my parents on that same trip I was collecting a lot of money that I found, then when I go to give a man money that my family owed him (for something we asked him a favor to do) the money was for something like for attitude (idk). I also remember somewhere in my dream I eat money >< and (in another part if the dream) I clean up moss from the ground begin I spilled plants and water on the plants. (I heard mrs. Hunt's voice in there). Whats weird is that I got the mess up with water (like I soaked up the moss with water and papertowel).�
    �
    Somewhere either in a dream or another, I dreamt that I was learning something or something because there was a person who gave my class a bunch of candy and crap like we were in a store or something. Idk >< can't really describe cause it's very random.�
    �
    Then I had a dream where I was baby sitting a bunch of kids and I see Sebastian and Jacob walking up my driveway 0_0 so I hurry to the door to the garage, only to discover that one of the kids (I think I was doing a daycare thing, it seemed that way) was trying to take off one of the door knobs =.=# (the front door). So I decide to fix it. Then when I got to the door, finally, and answers it, Sebastian and Jacob get in a car (idk from where but they were walking not driving up my driveway) and started to back out of my driveway. And I was like WTF?!! Also Sebastian was looking at me A LOT. Even like through my bed room window where the blind was open (he even walked back to my window to tell me something but I pretended to talk to someone else in the room (I think Callie was in my dream) and then they just kept going to the garage door), AND when Jacob was backing out of my driveway. Weird....why was I dreaming that?!!!!! Especially Sebastian, Jacob I can see sorta why, but not Sebastian.�
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